Do I trust..

• Do I trust that he has ordained my days? (Psalm 139: 5, 6, 16)
• Do I trust that he supplies all I need? (Matthew 6:32)
• Do I trust that never will he leave me or forsake me? (Joshua 1:5)
• Do I trust that who I am in Christ defines me? (Colossians 2:10)

I told him everything..

how i feel like I've lost sight of my dreams. 

how vulnerable I feel. 

how lost, needy, confused, alone and weak I feel... 

and just how weary I am of the never ending battles that I seem to face every day. 

nothing really changed after my heart to heart with God...except that I feel HOPE again.

and it just feels good to be honest.

My eyes are dry
My faith is old
My heart is hard
My prayers are cold
And I know how I ought to be
Alive to You and dead to me
But what can be done
For an old heart like mine
Soften it up
With oil and wine
The oil is You, Your Spirit of love
Please wash me anew
With the wine of Your Blood